Tuesday, February 27, 2007
maganda ang araw ko. un ln. :))
♥♥♥ -KEH.
torn
Monday, February 26, 2007
OMFG!! i`m missing him?? aughgh. 22o ba `tong nrramdaman ko?? goshness!! di ko take! 3days q pln xang di nkkta, miss ko nxa? huhu! pnu nln kya pag-summer na?! 2months? kya ko kya? hmmm. sna. sna. sna. SANA.
♥♥♥
boring tlg naun d2 sa haus. && it wants tu rain :'((
♥♥♥ -KEH.
torn
Sunday, February 25, 2007
&& it goes like this. uhm. blalalalala. for this past few weeks. we've been fightin`, not talkin` && obviously it`s a world WAR. i think what sheena(gonzaga) said is right.
" _ _ _ _ " is been xooo cold to me this past week. is this a sign that his trying to tell something? urgh. not about gender. his a guy. i mean, a very very macho guy. haha. wtever. uhmm. let`s go back to our topic. it`s just xooo obvious that he is gettin` cold with me. is he tired of me already? he don`t love me no more?? urgghhh. ouch! what?! uhmm. my mind is full of traps. love traps. from the corner of my mind down to my last nerves, i know, i LOVE HIM. i mean, STILL LOVE HIM :((. && that`s the hardest part i need to accept. loving him was never been that easy. since, when my mother knew about our thing. nu-uh, yurr ryt. it was never been easy. from crying like a river down to my last breathe with tears. from, inspirational shows down to the coolest show i've seen. from, the saddest song i've heard down to the funniest lyric i've ever seen. this guy will always be a part of my wonderful && pathetic so-called life. thanks to him. now, i know what the true meaning of life is. : a second thought? yeah. acting && pretending that your okay was hard, huh. tough girl. your always misunderstood. now?? auh, laughing out loud? nu-uh!! nooo. noooo. nooo. ACTING NO MORE! i need to know whats going on with him. before, its too late. `cause, for sure, in the end. i`ll be the one who'll be called, LOSER.
♥♥♥
ang gulo ko nu?! yea. ang gulo nga. ay oo nga pla. icp bata tlg bro nia! && i suck at it! aurghh. hate it! ':))'
pxenxa kung may wrong spelling or wrong grammar sa entry ko. nagmamadali kc tlg aq naun. hihi. xenxa ulit. ciao!
♥♥♥ -KEH.
torn
Friday, February 23, 2007
after 2 days of fighting && not talking. at last! we're now ok. thnx to khalid! hihi. bst! im happy! wag na kau mgtnong. haha.
♥♥♥
i`m xooooo xoooooo happy && INLOVE!!!!!! lol. prens ln kme nu.
♥♥♥ -KEH.
torn
Thursday, February 22, 2007
i`m gonna hide this feelings, so that you don`t have any idea. i shouldn`t see you. `coz i can`t move. i`ve tried my best to let go of you. ♥♥♥
i know that you saw me. but, you just passed by. you never talked to me. should i be sorry of what happened? i`m soooo HURT. i hope you know that. can`t make smiles. that`s why my laughs && smiles are ALL FAKE! my love for you is gettin` smaller && smaller each day. (run-out of love. -for short.) i shouldn`t love you but, i want to. :(( i want to go. but, i can`t move away. i don`t know how to be fine. when i`m NOT. :[[
♥♥♥
can someone tell him how much i LOVE HIM?? :`((
♥♥♥-KEH.
torn
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
peste tlg SIYA!! nkkabadtrip!! heessshhh!! nkkwala tuloy ng gana magtype. grb ha. he`s xoooo xooooo nkkainis!! sumosobra na tlg yang "baka" na yan!! ang tagal na nming prens && he`s still manhid and he still don`t know that i`m xooo suupperr supperr!! sensitive?!! goshness to all evil!! damn! is dat an insult or what?! what is he trying to say? that i`m also manhid && insensitive like him??! PAKYU. rabyaw yo. numa mete kmgo!! hmmmff. better go to my bed already, before i`ll start throwing this computer outside of the house. bye pipz. see yu tomorrow in xcul. ciao!! >: (
and oh. i`ll try to kick his damn A*S tomorrow.üü **pirr!
♥♥♥-KEH.
torn
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
whenever he holds my hand and gently put it in his chest. with words of love whispering down tu my ear. i can feel his heartbeat next tu mine. i can feel the warmth of his breathe blowing down tu my ear. like a, gentle sea breeze with cool sun ray telling me tu let him dance with me by the moonlight when night comes. careless actions freely done by us. when we're together i feel like i`m in heaven.♥ and desapearately, i woke up. :[[
♥♥♥
i`ll make each day a special day for yu en me. thnx " _ _ _ _ " for always being there furr me. even though, my mom && dad && my WHOLE CLAN, hates yu. huhu. tonight, i`m gonna sing yurr song. && dance yurr favorite steps. yu olweys make me happy. even, from yurr simplest && humble smiles. with yurr soft laughs. it makes me feel sooooooo soooooooo soooooo....... waahhhhh!!!
♥♥♥
latina!! goshness. no class tomoroe!! ds can`t be happening!! waaahhh!! huhu. ang boring dito sa haus! wt ggwin ko d2?! uhhmm. bgay dw suggestion.
btw, i think. ginakalibanga ako naun!! yay! YUCK. hihi. how 'bout xcul? hmm. ok2 ln. nkkpgod. ay oo nga pla!! berdeyy berdeyy ng mga prens ko naun na sina frang. fhaty.ü at at at si ate pau.pau. hihi.
♥♥♥ -KEH
torn
Monday, February 19, 2007
♥kaninang umaga... (sa rum)
kkrating ko ln sa scul nun, ng biglang. waah!! dmating xa!! latina!! hmmmff. ang pangeet ng hairstyle nya. haha. nkktawa!! suuperr!! ay naku! kung nkta nio ln. [ROFL].ü nlapitan nya ako at umupo sa tabi ko. pnagtatawanan ko ln xa. pati nga mga clasmeyt ko, ntatawa. haha. 22o nmn tlg eh. hahahaha!!! hooo!! go!!! :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
♥ kaninang recess...(sa rum parin)
pumunta na nmn xa sa rum. ang kuleet!! punta daw ako maaga sa rum mmya, pgktpos qng kmain ng lunch. hhhmmmmm. [anu kya plano nya??] haha. xciting!! hayy. tnnong ko xa kung bkt, sb nya..... "bsta. pra mas mhaba oras ntn xa isa't-isa.". haha. (`di ko gets. ang cnb nya). mxadong magulo ang mundo naun. (the world is gettin` WEIRD. db tal?).
♥kaninang lunch...(sa may rum, lewis rum, at sa hallway.)
un na nga. LUNCH na. `di aq kmain ng lunch kc, di ako g2m. (hu cares.) haha. tas un, pmunta xa sa rum. den, un. nag-lampungan kme.(in english. duwin` stuffs. w/out da parents permission.LOL.) it was quite, weird `coz, the guard was der. we can`t freely move. duh. hmmf. i think da guard was just jealous. ü den, we moved to another rum. we went to lewis. en tu my surprise. olmost half of the class in lewis was der. (ndi kme mka-touch2!!) bsta. un na un. haha. masaya mn un. tawa ln ako ng tawa. haha. njoy. i LAB dis day!!
♥ ♥ ♥ -KEH.
p.s
and oh!! may butiki knna sa rum! during soc.stud. [ i cried. :*(( ]
for those hu don`t know, i FEAR && HATE lizards!!!!!
torn
Monday, February 5, 2007
it was a beautiful thursday evening, when a lovely girl named QUERENE MARIE was born. [and that`s me!!üü] it was october 22, 1992 when i started breathing in this planet, -earth. i am now breathing for over 14 years. 14 years was full of trials, happy, sad and i think most of the emotions that you can name, i already experienced. hhmm. maybe. since, i`m the first child of my parents, i was so loved and really took good care by them. my parents and my family are my inspirations in living life to the fullest. sending me to school, was the best gift my parents ever gave to me. sending me in this high and expensive school was never that easy, especially, when i was still in gradeschool, my parents had a hard time finding enough money for them to pay my tuition. since, they want me to get a good education, my father really sacrifice so much. he took the course LAW. since, becoming a lawyer was never been his ambition. but, due to some instances, he was forced to took up law. poof!! he is now a lawyer. **claps. my mother was a nurse, but, she didn`t work for she wants that she will be the one to take good care of us.[thanks to her, i`m not that spoiled ü]. my life, is so colorful and wonderful. though, sometimes, being hardheaded is always there. but, i always try to become a good one. my life is my life. i`m a music whore. loves blue. enjoys my day with my friends. loves to be with the man he loves. ]]wag nio na tnungin kung cno. my wablyf is xoo complicated!![[
♥ ♥ ♥ i like people who respects other people. `coz i believe, people who respects others knows how to respect God.
[♥] my favorite movie:
♥Troy
♥The Notebook
♥Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
♥Freaky Friday
♥Shakespeare In Love
♥White Chicks
♥Mean Girls
♥Seed of Chucky
♥Euro Trip
♥Underworld
♥Saw1,2,3
♥Love Actually
♥The Grudge
♥The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants
♥The Dukes of Hazzard
♥Little Man
♥School of Rock
♥Highschool Musical
♥Parent Trap
♥13 going on 30
♥The DaVinci Code
♥Cheaper By The Dozen 1,2
♥national treasure
♥too fast too furious 1,2
♥white chicks
♥i know what you did last summer
♥i still know what you did last summer
♥i always know what you did last summer
♥texas chainsaw massacre1,2
♥JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!
♥13 going on 30
[♥] my favorite music:
♥3doors down
♥hinder
♥panic! at the disco
♥saosin
♥yellowcard
♥the used
♥taking back sunday
♥fall out boy
♥nickelback
♥american hi-fi
♥system of a down
♥hawthorne heights
♥finch
♥lifehouse
♥alterbridge ♥jojo
♥cassie
♥maroon5
♥akon
♥TYPECAST
MY CURRENT FAVORITE MUSIC/SONG IS:
'will i ever learn' by: TYPECAST
thanks to khadz furr tis. **looks down**
Being a semi-avid listener of the genre of Emo, and boasting the fact that I know more about the genre than the fuckers who think they know, I get a lot of questions, such as these:
* Q: So, what the heck IS Emo, anyway?
A: Emo is a form of DIY Hardcore, which is short for Emotional hardcore.
* Q: But I thought it only stood for Emotional!
A: No, that's simply not true! If it were short for Emotional, it would encompass all music, since all music is emotional, right?
* Q: But I thought that was Emocore!
A: No. Emocore is yet another bullshit term. There is only one Emo, and that Emo is not Saves the Day.
* Q: But then why aren't bands like My Chemical Romance and Senses Fail Emo? They're pretty hXc to me!!!
A: Well, if these bands are hardcore to you, you need a fucking frontal lobe. These bands may have emotional lyrics, but nothing about them is hardcore at all.
* Q: WELL I THINK UR A STOOPIDHED!
A: And you're an illiterate cuntfunnel.
* Q: What really makes Emo, then?
A: For one, it can't be mainstream. It must also include melodic and chaotic screaming, mind blowing guitar work, and at least semi-poetic lyrics.
* Q: Agn, why aren't MCR and Senses Fail Emo? They have all of those!
A: Again, it can't be mainstream. And there's nothing poetic or melodic about either of them.
* Q: Well what about The Used and Thursday? Are they Screamo?
A: No. Screamo is merely another word for Emo. They are synonymous.
* Q: Then why does the label Screamo exist?
A: That's a good question, Billy-Bob Jean.
* Q: Why do Emo kids dress like that? And why do they cut themselves and be all sad?
A: Because they are posers. None of this is Emo, at all.
* Q: Who started Emo?
A: Well, this is something that's been talked about a lot. Some people say it started with Husker Du's "Zen Arcade" album, but some say it started with Rites of Spring. A few people have said that it started with Fugazi, which is inane, because there are former members of Rites in Fugazi. All we know is Rites was the first band to be called Emo.
* Q: Where can I find some Emo music?
A: You just have to look. It may take some searching, but you're bound to find at lest one Emo record in an indie record store. If all else fails, go online and look. You can buy anything online, remember.
meet the 'babeehs' :
christal
michelle
jemm
liza
laika
alyssa
querene
**LOOKS DOWN**
up: tal, jemm, mitch
down: liza, ME, laika, alyssa
i want to become a doctor, CHEF(study in ITALY), photographer('coz i want to took up photography in london.ü), or lawyer.
i want to live my life uprightly && without being judgemental.
my ``FRIENDS. family. HIM. are the source of my happiness.
MY ACCOUNTS:
myspace.com
friendster.com
torn
